How don't you have a social life? You talk about bf, friends etc quite a lot!
Eh I’m one of those annoying people that gets convinced that other people are getting fed up with my shit so would rather just lose contact with them than drag on a friendship that will probably fizzle out anyway you know? I don’t see my bf that often either. I’m sure he’s getting sick of me too but needs my help with his uni work lol. I have a few trust issues. My best friend from college days has been around the longest and that’s probably because she helped me through a lot of the crap that’s made me like this so doesn’t care if I’m a bit off. Idk.